1. |
(is that it?)
01:02
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2. |
3/7
04:05
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So we ride on fear's desire
You're beautiful in old attire
Now we try for peace of mind
Our heads feel numb we slowly die
You just said you're falling in love
With me tonight there's silence above
Our heads as we pretend to sleep
Let's stay the night don't let me speak
We love and fear
This peace of minds
In our heads
In our heads
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3. |
Tall Tales
03:45
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Take your time in my mind
I'm so sick your my confidence
I can't see let's marry
Take me now I'm calm somehow
Can you picture me so confidently?
Take your time in my mind
I'm so sick be my confidence
I can't see let's marry
Take me now I'm scared somehow
When you picture me so confidently
Oh my dear I want to die tonight
And I fear that I would love the sight
Oh my dear if we would die tonight
Would we see Heaven's bright lights?
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4. |
(we got married)
02:06
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We got married on a beach
All our family and friends came to see
Promised forever
Grow and die together
Nothing lasts forever
Let's start a family
(we got married on a beach)
Oh it's cruel I know
God made flesh and bones
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5. |
Wedding Party
03:29
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We're lonely together sound
Speak words of love somehow
My voices scream in doubt
Now I'm scared
Now I'm scared
My ribs press against your lungs
Two bodies can become one
Your silhouette is gone
Now I'm scared
You're not there
You're not there
You're not
Oh your dress was rosy
I can't breathe it smothers me
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6. |
Act I, Pt. I
03:23
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I'm so tired this morning
'Cause I've been locked out of my bed
I can't sleep in your silence
It's louder in my head
Now I'm screaming glory
I just laughed at what he said
Jesus loves those holy
I fear I might be dead
I could feel weightless in Your stars for all I care
But it won't change the way I compare
Myself to the beauty of this world
Now I'm someone else
I'm so tired this morning
'Cause I've been locked out of my head
Jesus saves those in mourning
I fear I'm not there yet
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7. |
Act I, Pt. II
02:03
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I couldn't die to the thoughts that I think
My mind tries to make me feel so weak
I died looking at a piece of your skin
I couldn't let my sweet love in
Now I'm someone else
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8. |
(intermission)
04:09
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Remember the words
So suddenly
I can't feel the worst
While I'm trapped in beauty
But just for you I'll be better
I can't speak the words
So suddenly
Now I'm feeling hurt
Trapped in beauty
But just for you I'll be better
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9. |
We're So Happy
03:32
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Your mind has gone to sleep
But not so you can dream
You're lying on the floor
Your heart beats faster now
And your lungs are giving out
You've felt this way before
We're so happy now
No pain is worth my tears
I hear screams in my ears
I'm crying on the floor
Stop feeling so sorry
Mother cried only twice for me
I've felt this pain before
We're so happy now
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10. |
(help me while you talk)
01:45
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11. |
Rest My Head
04:28
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Oh I love you
But please let me rest my head
I'll still need you
To help get me out of bed
I'm caught with nothing to do
But I still love you
And I'm in pain
Almost drowned before I fell asleep
But it never rains
When love feels only three feet deep
So we'll drink to waste the day
But you won't run away
I won't be sorry
For all of the things that I've done
I'll turn evil
So maybe I can feel your love
But I found you don't care for me
I shouldn't care too
You'll always have my heart
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12. |
Losing Sleep
05:05
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I've been losing sleep
When you're next to me
I've been trying to leave my head
Build a fort at night
If it's safe to hide
Can I live inside my head?
You'll sleep in your kiss
But I won't forget
That night I left your home
Now I want to die
For a short time
While we fear our lives in your home
Am I hurting myself?
It's not like I live in hell
But I don't feel okay
But I don't feel okay
Have I loved you well?
Or hated myself?
Your Holy is in my meds
Build a fort at night
'Cause I want to hide
Find me inside my head
I sold my eyes
And I'll feel that way again
There's beauty in life
And I love you my friend
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13. |
Defined
05:48
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You're so defined
Under blackening skies
I've been here before
I've been here before
Can you write for me
Your worst calligraphy
I've been here before
I've been here before
Now I'll talk to myself
While I'm drinking my health
I've been here before
I've been here before
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14. |
(plans)
01:46
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Will you tell me,
If it's lovely?
All our plans will hold us together
But all our fears will keep us there
Now I noticed
It's not golden
When I heard a voice in my head
And it scared me half to death
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15. |
Act II, Pt. I
03:50
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You sold your eyes
And felt that way before
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16. |
Act II, Pt. II
09:41
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Tried to live all by myself
Was my time a waste?
Was my time a waste?
Pretended I had never been well
What did I create?
What did I create?
(promised forever grow and die together nothing lasts forever let's start a family)
I had gone and sold myself
I was so cynical
I was so cynical
But I've observed this life as well
And I find it beautiful
It's so beautiful
- Bryan: "Is that it?"
- Brett: "...yeah..."
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Calvin Heights Saint Paul, Minnesota
The mind and music of Calvin Heights.
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